So damn tired. Didn't have time to rest at school (except at the canteen, my hu-ha-hu-ha time). Sometimes, I am getting fed-up of doing the same work but this is life.

Hi! I read one article about Fauziah Latif, the famous singer. She has two kids but the kids are with the husband. She's all alone. She will call them every day and sometimes they will spend the holidays together. That's it. So easy her life. No wonder she involves in acting now. I don't know why it's so easy for her to let the kids with the father. I don't think I can do that. I know the father is very rich but she is the mother. She is more closed to the kids. Haiii... that's my biggest problem now. I cannot read or hear things that relate to kids. Why women nowadays don't like kids. Do they burden you? Look at the small faces. Don't you want to see them growing up? Go to school, study at university, have a girlfriend(or girlfriends?), have a good job, get married and have babies. I want to see my son to have this kind of life. I really pity the women who think career is more important than their child (or children). I just cannot accept it.

Settled my AJK KERJA PSS meeting. We started at 5.30 pm and ended at 6.00 pm. This is because we had two meetings before, mesyuarat guru and PIBG. Never mind. We had a good discussion, some of the teachers gave ideas to help me (thank you). I did not have chest pained at school today. I stayed back until 6 pm. Lucky, I was ok. I really have to take things easy. It cannot be like last time. I could do so many things before in one day. Even in my Remove class, I played games(BINGO) with my students during the second period today, so I could sit. Jangan mare. In my 3B, I work hard to teach them. I really want them to pass. I think Poon Khai Wei is a bright boy ( a fast learner) only that he's lazy but he did his work and he attended my extra class. I thought to ask him to join Chitra's extra class so that he can get A or at least B. Other 3B students, most of them are very weak. I have to teach them the basics first.

A new recipe

Hi! Just learned a new recipe. I got it from Taste with Jason programme (AFC channel). I didn't know that we can steam prawns (the big ones, udang galah le). It's so simple. Just put salt and lime juice (he used wine) then steam the prawns. I haven't tried it yet.......actually I am not feeling well. I have chest pained. That's why I returned home early today. Suppose I wanted to stay back until 3 o'clock but I had to stop doing my work. It's not because of work pressure. I never have that problem. Yesterday I had an argument with my father. I did not agree with what he said. He did not understand my auntie's situation. Not all lucky like my father. He has everything. I felt so sad. My father did regret with what he had said to me. I was ok after that. Then, that pain attacked again last night. I thought to take mc but I remembered my work at school. I will try to slow a bit. I told my son tonight if something happen to me, he must be a good boy. He cried. He said that he didn't want to be like Upin and Ipin, they had no parents. I told him that he still has his papa.........

Mak Tih Kelate

She is just a mother who works as a tailor (she works for my husband's uncle, the rich one). When she and her family were introduced to me, I just knew that they were poor. Her husband (my husband's another uncle) just "kerja kampung". What is so special about the family? She made me feeling so small when I walked with her. All because of her genius children. I am very sure she didn't teach her children (of course no tuition for them) but how did the children become so smart? They got a very good result in UPSR, PMR or SPM. This year, one of her children got 9A and 1B+ (SPM) and one of them has started working. He is a TELEKOM ENGINEER in KL and his future fiancee is anak Dato. What I heard, the family is very humble, the girl's mother didn't want Mak Tih to call her Datin. See! Such a lucky mother, "sejuk perut mak mengandung". That's why we cannot look down on unlucky people because we don't know their fate. May be they will become rich one day, who knows. BE NICE TO ALL PEOPLE......daa

A new guitarist in town

I bought him a guitar when we went to Rantau Panjang. This boy, he had already set his mind to buy that thing. The first toy shop didn't have the big guitar so, we had to wander around the town to find it (it was extremely hot, lucky I didn't pass out). He really likes his guitar although it makes terrible sound.

Hi! Just want to share you my story. First, my husband became a hero. He saved all my father's kittens for the first time ( he looked awkward when he held the kittens but he made me felt something, was it "kuch kuch hota hei" ?). Second, when we were at the food court, I thought he was looking at one girl. I was so angry. I told him that if he likes to see a woman without tudung, I can take off my tudung. Then he told me that he was actually looking at her father. That guy touched his daughter's thigh. WHAT! Haii, this is not right. That girl supposed sat next to her mom and the boy should sit next to his father. May be the father used to touch her, that's why she looked ok. Third, I helped my husband to clean up his backyard (the new house). Got a long scratch on my hand but I don't mind. I wanted to show him that I could also do rough work. The best part is I went to Seatly salon yesterday. As usual the three steps; cutting, dyeing and massaging. Sooo good. Other salons, they don't provide the massaging service. That's why I become her loyal customer. Then last night I watched Garjhini (Hindi movie). I don't know how to explain it. This movie can make you cry, happy and scared. We cannot say it is happy ending as the heroin was murdered and we also cannot say it is sad ending as the hero killed her murderer. I supposed to cry but I didn't. There's another romance movie that I like, Twilight (Part 1). Pehhh...the hero was a vampire but I don't look at his dark side. If you watch it, you will know why....